¤.Tuesday, November 16, 2004 ' 11:30 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.
haiz.. today afternoon went to sch for history paper.. haiz.. walk in the rain somemore.. den still sit under the fan during exam.. =( reach home jiu have headache le.. at first i thought nothing.. den went to have a rest.. but after resting.. start to have fever le.. wei she mo so sway.. haiz.. now tou hen tong.. but nvm ba.. when going home tat time.. ben told me tat he n kc already 1 year le.. haiz.. it hurts me.. dunno y.. everytime see couple sure sian diao de.. den i force myself to be strong.. told ben tat single oso gd mahx.. told him tat i everyday oso play game lor.. enjoying now.. but actually it's juz an excuse.. haiz.. think he will nvr understand.. he's so xin fu.. at least at this point of time.. i got my frz to pei me.. thx alot manx..
juz now.. knew something.. haiz.. --> laoshu <-- this name.. sometime it's gd for me.. sometimes it's bad for me.. i oso dunno y.. sometime i juz wish tat i'm not laoshu.. haiz.. last time.. keep hoping tat bday can reach faster.. coz i can have someone pei me.. but now.. nobody pei me le.. =( i juz reject someone.. actually is bu xiang reject de.. but.. haiz.. it's seems like forcing that person.. i dun wan.. =( bu yao wei le ran wo kan xin.. like tat i will be more sad de.. maybe i'm wrong.. but juz let me be tat bad guy ba.. hope tat time can stop now.. really very sad now.. haiz.. feel like dieing sia.. xin super duper painful.. =(
now my cousin not at singapore le.. den left my sis.. scare tell her le she will scold me stupid.. how?? onli can hide the problems wif me.. forcing myself to forget everything manx.. ppl always say tat time is the best to cure everything.. but.. haiz.. think i better stop writing le.. fever is killing me now.. damn painful.. =( hope to recover by tml..
2 more days to my bday.. celebrating alone.. [LoNeLyNeGoTiaToR] <-- shang xin de wo..
