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¤.Sunday, November 28, 2004 ' 10:16 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

omg.. having terrible flu now n slight fever sia.. =( y so sway de.. reach taiwan 3 days nia.. yesterday slp quite late ba.. watch my cousin play game.. wonderful game they are playing.. feel like joining them sia.. but think cannot ba.. go back singapore cannot play le.. nothing much happened here again.. juz watch tv whole day n slp whole day.. keke.. gonna update again next time ba..

*saD* ]feeLinG sO LoNeLy[ {LoNeLyNeGoTiaToR}





¤.Friday, November 26, 2004 ' 11:57 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

keke.. yoyo.. yesterday whole nite nvr slp wor.. dunno wat happen sia.. den morning prepare le jiu go airport.. keke.. den on aeroplane nothing to do wor.. watch king athur.. erm.. quite a nice song ba.. keke.. nothing much happened today ba.. erm.. i'm tired.. gonna slp soon le.. update more the other days ba..^^

feeling so lonely.. *sObx sObx* (saD) LoNeLyNeGoTiaToR





¤. ' 1:54 AM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

=( so fast.. gonna leave singapore le.. haiz.. gonna miss all my frz manx.. today really enjoyed myself.. keke.. thx to u all manx.. go sentosa play volleyball all tat.. =pPp it's was fun today.. den all so steady..^^ pei me go marina bay eat.. pei me play pool?? haiz.. muz wait 1 month den got another chance le.. o.O later going to taiwan le.. abit sad ar.. feeling so lonely de.. =( *sObx SoBx* think tonight cannot slp le ba.. thx to liyi?? dedicate song to us.. ^^ for shadow bball team wor.. keke.. den on MRT think of lots of things manx.. got 1 moment juz sat dwn there so quietly.. o.O
blog purposly put this midi de.. coz i leaving le..den this lyric is suit the situation now.. go listen to tat song ba..^^

n.. this song wan to dedicate to her de.. keke.. =xXx





¤.Saturday, November 20, 2004 ' 11:17 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

today woke up and start doing the same old thing manx.. play computor game again.. haiz.. today mum n sis not at home for the whole day.. damn sian de lor.. no ppl pei me at all.. den i slp whole day.. keke.. =pPp so song.. nowadays weather so hot.. sux sia.. sweating like hell ar.. den haf to eat my lunch n dinner alone.. o.O play game play till sian le lehx.. haiz.. better start studying my D&T wor.. 2 more days to my D&T paper.. keke.. 3 more days!! faster come ar.. den can go dye hair le..^^ yeah.. happy abt it.. =pPp
24 nov 2004 ---> match against scythe.. ^^ hope i can score as much points as possible.. gonna train my 3pts shooting le.. 26 nov 2004 ---> going taiwan le.. ^^ go there continue my own bball training.. keke.. hope to be a new 3pts shooter by the time i come back singapore..^^ shadow member oso cannot eat snake ar.. u all oso muz train hor.. dun slack.. =pPp

6 more days.. leaving singapore.. ]feeling so lonely[ *LoNeLyNeGoTiaToR*





¤.Friday, November 19, 2004 ' 11:42 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

yoYo.. soLi tat ytd nvr update.. keke.. yesterday morning kinda fun.. keke.. go watch "The Incredible" wif my frz.. quite a nice song?? gd animation.. keke.. after tat jiu go vincent hse play ps2.. keke.. after tat still got training sia.. sian ar.. ytd training was like hell manx.. o.O maybe coz i not used to tat kind of training ba.. now leg aching like hell.. den wrist damn painful.. dunno wat happen.. cannot bend now.. gonna see doc if tml still like tat.. but nvm lar.. muz get used to it.. ^^ juz celebrate my bday like tat.. keke.. for those present i recieved.. thx alot wor.. =pPp really glad abt it.. =D
today slp till very late sia.. ytd nite cannot slp well.. keep turning here n there.. dunno wat happened.. den today go extent my passport.. sian sia.. muz go so far.. heng ar.. got my 2 buddies accompany me.. =pPp chuan n leong.. keke.. after tat we went for our breakfast cum lunch.. o.O actually after tat wan go watch movie de.. but dun haf the show we wanted to watch.. den we decided to go play lan lor.. stupid rite?? keke.. run all the way to bugis for lan game.. o.O den play till abt 7pm+.. damn hungry at tat time sia.. den faster rush home for dinner..^^ tat's all for today ba? keke.. wan go slp le.. damn tired this few days.. d[o.O]bzzZZ
actually got abit sad lehx.. haiz.. tml my sis got performance den my dad purposely called back from australia wish her gd luck.. but my bday ytd.. didn't recieve any of his call.. not even a message from him.. haiz.. think he forget about me le.. =( wei she mo like tat.. my sis more important than me?? think so ba.. she everything oso better than me.. i'm juz a useless kid in this hse who onli noe how to spend $$.. i'm hurt again.. =(





¤.Thursday, November 18, 2004 ' 1:28 AM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

finally 17 years old le.. wakaka.. sian.. dunno wan go where later.. hope got ppl jio me go out ba..^^





¤.Tuesday, November 16, 2004 ' 11:30 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

haiz.. today afternoon went to sch for history paper.. haiz.. walk in the rain somemore.. den still sit under the fan during exam.. =( reach home jiu have headache le.. at first i thought nothing.. den went to have a rest.. but after resting.. start to have fever le.. wei she mo so sway.. haiz.. now tou hen tong.. but nvm ba.. when going home tat time.. ben told me tat he n kc already 1 year le.. haiz.. it hurts me.. dunno y.. everytime see couple sure sian diao de.. den i force myself to be strong.. told ben tat single oso gd mahx.. told him tat i everyday oso play game lor.. enjoying now.. but actually it's juz an excuse.. haiz.. think he will nvr understand.. he's so xin fu.. at least at this point of time.. i got my frz to pei me.. thx alot manx..
juz now.. knew something.. haiz.. --> laoshu <-- this name.. sometime it's gd for me.. sometimes it's bad for me.. i oso dunno y.. sometime i juz wish tat i'm not laoshu.. haiz.. last time.. keep hoping tat bday can reach faster.. coz i can have someone pei me.. but now.. nobody pei me le.. =( i juz reject someone.. actually is bu xiang reject de.. but.. haiz.. it's seems like forcing that person.. i dun wan.. =( bu yao wei le ran wo kan xin.. like tat i will be more sad de.. maybe i'm wrong.. but juz let me be tat bad guy ba.. hope tat time can stop now.. really very sad now.. haiz.. feel like dieing sia.. xin super duper painful.. =(
now my cousin not at singapore le.. den left my sis.. scare tell her le she will scold me stupid.. how?? onli can hide the problems wif me.. forcing myself to forget everything manx.. ppl always say tat time is the best to cure everything.. but.. haiz.. think i better stop writing le.. fever is killing me now.. damn painful.. =( hope to recover by tml..

2 more days to my bday.. celebrating alone.. [LoNeLyNeGoTiaToR] <-- shang xin de wo..





¤.Monday, November 15, 2004 ' 10:57 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

today morning go sentosa play wor.. today got gd weather sia.. went there do nothing at first sia.. den went to the tower wif chin chuan n leong wei.. go there enjoy the scenery sia.. after awhile wen hao jiu reach le.. start playing volley ball..!! damn hot sia.. tio sun burn manx.. den too hot le.. everyone decided to stop playing.. all go swim in sea water.. =( haiz.. allergy to sea water.. cannot swim wif them.. den stay there help they look after their things.. *sObx sObx* den stay there till 4pm++ wor.. den decided to go home le..^^ go eat wif huo ying ppl at harbour front food court.. keke.. after tat jiu go vincent hse sia.. on the way to his hse.. found out tat my key lost le sia.. =( sian.. dunno how wor.. sure kanna scolding by my mum de.. den go there help song make his blog.. keke.. den wei wen treat us take cab.. reach home kinda fast manx..
reach home told my mum abt the key sia.. den was scolded.. =( haiz.. y so sway.. the key so small.. everytime lost it de.. *sObx sObx* tml history paper le.. nvr study at all.. gone case le.. =(
3 days to my bday.. celebrating alone.. ^^ ]LoNeLyNeGoTiaToR[





¤.Sunday, November 14, 2004 ' 11:59 AM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

today morning woke up at 7am wor.. kinda early sia.. dunno y i wake up so early oso.. den online till abt 10am ba.. abit tired le.. jiu decided to go n slp... slp till 1pm sia.. ^^ mum so gd today.. bought lunch back for me wor.. =pPp den crazy abt gaming again lor.. after eating lunch start playing game till 6pm..
after having my dinner.. i went to segar play bball.. actually i wan go earlier de.. can go there train 3pt.. but today dunno y sia.. segar lots of ppl.. den play match lor.. run like crazy.. play against some china ppl.. they damn fast ar.. even this laoshu *mE* oso cannot win them sia.. haiz.. too slow le.. den play till lights off.. leg gonna cramp any moment manx..
tml going sentosa wor.. keke.. dunno go there can do wat nehx.. i hate myself sia.. got allergy to sea water.. den cannot swim wif my frz.. =( but nvm lar.. today liyi got dedicate song on 25 nov wor.. got mention abt my name wor.. keke.. coz 26 nov going taiwan le.. ^^ so happy.. =xXx 25 nov gonna play like crazy wif all my frz..!! SHADOW members..!!..
2 more days to my history paper.. i'm not prepared yet.. haiz.. argh.. can't get any notes into my mind now.. stupid sia..

4 more days to my bday.. celebrating alone.. (LoNeLyNeGoTiaToR)
*any programme juz call me out ba.. =pPp*





¤.Saturday, November 13, 2004 ' 9:48 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

hey.. wei she mo so sian de.. =( life so boring now sia.. everyday oso nothing to do de.. haiz.. sian.. today morning woke up.. think abt my bday wor.. wat m i going to do on tat day lehx.. go where.. today morning woke up kinda late wor.. yesterday nitez got terrible headache.. den rest longer today.. 3 days to my history paper lehx.. haben start studying it wor.. think of it start to have headache again le.. dunno where to start ar.. manx.. regret taking O lvl manx..
den afternoon very tired wor.. jiu go take a nap.. slp till 5pm++ wor.. damn song.. keke.. den play game again.. sibei sian aR..!! den jio leong wei they all go play pool lor.. den play till 9pm wor.. play 2 match.. both oso won sia.. ^^ today damn lucky.. keke.. after tat jiu go home le.. actually dun feel like going home de.. but bo bian manx.. no ppl pei me ton sia.. haiz..
tml morning feel like playing bball sia.. wan train my 3pt le.. 24 nov got match.. hope tat i can score lots of points for shadow manx.. 3pt muz be as zhun as last time manx.. den oso wan to train my stamina oso.. last time can run 2.4km for 9mins.. now dunno how long sia.. think 10mins++ le ba.. so long bo run le.. haiz.. more n more weak nowadays.. everyday stay at home eat/sleep/play game.. haiz.. gonna become useless soon manx..
5 days to my bday ar.. haiz.. dunno wat happen to me sia.. keep hoping tat my bday dun come so soon.. after my bday.. i noe wat to do le manx.. i will decide everything after my bday.. let's see ba.. 13 days more.. i will be leaving singapore le.. yeah.. kinda happy abit it manx.. finally can take plane again.. enjoyed going oversea.. this time go back taiwan cannot play le.. muz train bball everyday.. cannot disappoint shadow members.. they will be training hard in singapore.. so i muz train hard in taiwan oso.. =pPp working hard towards my aim.. 3pt shooter! i know i gonna make it manx.. nothing can stop me...!! i gonna burn dwn the net..!!

5 days to my bday.. celebrating alone.. *LoNeLyNeGoTiaToR*





¤.Thursday, November 11, 2004 ' 11:30 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

kekE.. today woke up damn early sia.. 730 woke up le.. den start to prepare.. going segar play bball wor.. damn tired manx.. but bo bian.. promised them tat i will go de.. den saw vincent's parents wor.. den greeted them lor.. =pPp
reach there jiu start playing bball.. but today dunno wat happen sia.. like no strength de.. den play first match jiu injuried le.. tio whack by elson.. he pass tat ball so fast + hard.. hit my face sia.. but lucky i can tahan.. =pPp den after tat jiu go fajar eat wif my frz..
went to vincent hse today.. den play piano.. wakaka.. so fun.. =pPp den play online game there oso.. stay there till quite late wor.. start playing war.. keke.. whack each others using everything we could find.. =pPp den go take video oso.. wakaka.. the video so funny sia.. had lots of fun there manx..
think i stop here ba.. tired le.. whole day not at home.. muz rest le..

7 days to my bday.. celebrating alone.. (LoNeLyNeGoTiaToR)





¤.Wednesday, November 10, 2004 ' 11:08 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

woW.. yesterday damn tired wor.. keke.. woke up at 8am today morning.. so late sia.. =( after woke up jiu start play online game again.. SIBEI sian ar.. den play half way so hungry sia.. bo bian.. run dwn to the coffee shop to get something for breakfast cum lunch.. kEkE.. <-- lazy fellow.. after tat continue playing game again.. =pPp nothing much for me to do sia..
after tat jiu go take a nap.. from 3pm to 5pm sia.. <-- so long sia.. but had to wake up le.. coz hungry again.. wakaka.. den go dwn help my sis get her dinner oso.. sian.. thought dinner no need pay.. in the end.. muz pay xtra coz my sis bought xtra foods.. bo bian.. who ask her to be my sis.. wakaka.. eating halfway wen hao called me sia.. ask me to south view play bball.. den i agree lor.. go play till very angry sia.. face kanna hit by the bball 2 times.. haiz.. weak le..
after tat jiu go home le.. today whole day nvr tok to my mama manx.. she damn bz sia.. morning go take test.. den afternoon go work till night.. so tiring for her.. so ke lian.. hope O lvl faster finish den can help her.. keke.. go work.. den earn $$.. somemore can buy things i like oso.. wakaka..
nothing to do sia.. go count the number of hearts i made.. alot sia.. wakaka.. so happy.. 142 of it manx.. =pPp can make alot pattern le.. wakaka.. gonna make more manx..

8 more days to my bday.. celebrating alone.. =) *LoNeLyNeGoTiaToR*





¤.Tuesday, November 09, 2004 ' 10:44 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

woO.. yesterday math paper 2 for me sia.. actually thought very hard de.. coz paper quite easy.. =xXx but was shock n sad tat they set this kind of questions manx.. off standard.. all the questions are easy to answer manx.. for section b think is full marks ba.. kEke.. morning woke up wif toothach.. so painful sia.. didn't tok much.. haiz.. but nvm lar.. muz ren.. =D
today no paper sia.. wake up at 730am.. den start playing online game again.. hmmz.. very boring ar.. everyday oso do the same things sia.. den 11am go plaza wait for wen hao they all.. going sentosa wif them.. wah.. waited so long.. everyone reach at 12pm manx.. hai wo so early go there do nothing.. reach there play volleyball sia.. sian ar.. today like no strength lehx.. weak le.. =xXx keke.. play till 5pm+ jiu go bath le.. den nobody is inside the toilet sia.. den had lots of fun inside manx.. shouting here n there.. kEkE.. *shaDow ruLz..*
after tat jiu go leong wei hse.. =pPp dun feel like going home so early de.. den go there watch tv wor.. 10pm jiu go home le.. coz nothing to do.. reach home jiu bath n continue playing online game sia.. abit sian of this kind of live manx.. *BoReD*

9 more days.. bday reaching manx.. haiz.. sian ar..





¤.Sunday, November 07, 2004 ' 10:45 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

A Amazing
L Loud
V Virtuous
I Important
N Normal

Y Yucky
I Intense
P Peaceful <-- vEry tRue!!






¤. ' 10:28 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

hiYa evEryoNe.. keKe.. thiS few days bz playing online game.. =pPp enjoying myself now wor.. everyday oso play till 12-1am sia.. kEkE.. like crazy le.. like wat pea said.. study less n play moRE..!! yesterday went to plaza lor.. actually wan go teach frz de.. but end up walking round plaza.. den go see hair dye wif wen hao they all.. red colour very nice sia.. but not very attractive.. going to dye brown ba.. =pPp den go petir play bball wor.. 6 vs 4 ppl sia.. actually thought we lose le.. but we won sia.. they all play like "..." waste my time sia.. =xXx
toDay lehx.. morning wake up jiu pei mum go eat breakfast.. after eating breakfast jiu continue playing game le.. wakaka.. den after tat go jelapang teach frz math again.. den eat lots of things wor.. eat chicken rice le den still eat KFC.. den start teaching them math lor.. hope they can do well for paper 2 manx.. after tat go jelapang play bball again wor.. keKe.. evEryday sure got play bball de.. =pPp den after playing.. we challenage to pull tat ring.. den elson was the onli 1 tat can do it manx.. den he accidentally fall sia.. den left hand injuried.. so worry abt him manx.. den bring him to see doc.. heng ar.. onli minor problem.. den help he pay some amount.. =D frz are for this.. =pPp friendship worth more than anything manx.. =pPp
think i write till here ba.. got to go slp le.. tml got math paper2.. gd luck to me ba.. =pPp
11 days to my bday.. ( LoNeLyNeGoTiaToR )





¤.Saturday, November 06, 2004 ' 7:56 AM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

dunno wat happened to blogspot ytd lehx.. cannot update de.. nvm ba.. today update for yesterday.. :D wah.. yesterday sibei sian ar.. actually wanna go out de.. but my mei mei go watch movie wif her frz.. den left my mum alone at home.. den i decided not to go out lor.. stay at home pei her..den stay at home rot sia.. in the morning keep playing computer games lor..den chat wif my cousin from taiwan.. wakaka.. he intro me new game to play sia.. so happy ar.. can't wait to go back.. denat night lehx.. do nothing wor.. watch tv lor.. =PpP the champion.. very nice sia.. keke.. got "Xiao Shu".. kEkE.. den playcomputer till very late.. keke.. nvr study at all sia.. aiyoyo.. O lvl sia.. y i still like tat lehx.. stupid me.. =D den chat wif agnes oso.. she told me score well for my O lvl.. coz tat's onli 1 chances.. =pPp i'm gonna do it manx.. A1 for my math.. paper 1 like tat.. paper muz score well le.. dun wan be like last year.. math a2 nia.. very sad sia.. this year muz score A1..!!

to: frz..

erm.. can i ask u all to do me a favour?? dun becoz of me hate her pls.. she's not wrong.. everyone have their own rights tochoose wat they wan.. i cannot blame her for that.. pls dun treat her as a bad gal.. she's not bad at all de.. believe me ba..she needs frz oso.. she might be lonely sometime.. so i wish tat all her frz can accompany her manx.. dun treat her like stranger.. n frz around me.. dun say bad things abt her pls.. i dun wan to listen.. i believe onli in wat i see ba..

*swoLLeN kNucKLeS* ( haha.. blame myself ba.. so bo liao.. go whack the wall for wat.. keke ) hope can recover b4 monday.. coz monday math paper 2 le.. keke..
12 days to my bday.. =D so happy.. *ceLeBraTiNg iT aLoNe..*







¤.Thursday, November 04, 2004 ' 5:30 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

haiz.. noe everything le.. yesterday whole nite nvr slp wor.. den today still got O lvl math paper.. sure got lots of careless mistakes de.. brain not function well le.. dunno math can score A1 mahx.. heng i got check ar.. actually 9am finsih doing le.. den i feel so strange.. y the paper 1 hr can finish le.. den found out tat i missed 1 page.. heng ar.. lucky got check.. when doing tat paper keep thinking of tat thing.. haiz.. nvm ba.. it's the truth ar.. den after tat play bball in sch wor.. dunno wat happened to me oso.. make wen hao so angry.. haiz.. i muz be playing too rough le.. nvm.. heng he nvr blame me or wat..





¤.Tuesday, November 02, 2004 ' 4:29 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.

wah.. yesterday nite damn cold sia.. but still need to study for my Social Studies sia.. haiz.. wat diplomacy n deterrance.. so hard to learn de.. study till siao manx.. first time in history ar.. i finally can get something into my brain.. keke..
den today morning woke up.. starting to have abit of headache le.. haiz.. think not enuff slp ba.. but nvm.. muz endure.. =D went to sch for the paper.. so scare sia.. so scare the chapter i study didn't come out.. heng ar..!! conflict came out.. =D but onli can answer the part b of it manx.. the part a nothing to write ar.. den keep forcing myself to think of wat i learnt..
after tat paper jiu pei my frz go lot 1.. =D go there do nothing.. stay there till abt 10.30am++ ba.. after tat jiu go home le.. tou hen tong ar.. den bo bian.. go take a short nap.. now den woke up wor.. think gonna sick soOn.. still got headache sia.. haiz.. zhen me ban lehx..
tml is english n physic paper wor.. erm.. scare ar.. if english fail.. where oso cannot go sia.. pls let me pass my english manx.. =( den physic oso.. muz get A1 lehx.. bo get A1 can forget joining accountancy le.. need my science to lower my L1R4 grade ar.. *pray pRay*
erm.. think write till here ba.. go eat medicine n continue studying le.. frz taking O lvl.. JIA YOU AR.. oh ya.. tml going plaza teach Liyi math.. anyone wan join?? keke.. inform me b4 hand ba.. =D *cOuGh cOuGh*







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