¤.Saturday, September 11, 2004 ' 11:07 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.
erm.. today woke up damn early lor.. wanted to wait for her call.. but.. nvm ba.. went to sch for dnt sia.. but mr loh not helping me.. very very sad.. dunno wat else can i do manx.. =( dnt sure cannot score le.. no need study the course i wan le.. den today shoot 100 3pts ball again.. when shooting.. keep thinking of the sad things.. haiz.. feel like dieing ar..
after tat i continue doing my folio in canteen.. doing it alone.. sit dwn there.. concentrate on it.. do quite alot of pages wor.. keke.. quite happy wif it.. den was so hungry.. but cannot go eat.. not enough time to finish my dnt le.. bo bian.. haf to starve.. after tat watch tv from 7pm.. keke.. listen to lots of songs manx.. so nice.. 1030pm den go home wor.. keke.. sent liyi home oso.. so late le.. very dangerous.. cannot let her go home alone.. so far.. sent 3 gals b4 wor.. jing yi/liyi/her.. haiz.. no more chances le ba??
haiz.. after reading wat yin ci wrote.. i felt so... haiz.. maybe i'm the same manx.. irritating to her already.. maybe love is really selfish ba.. but i rather i'm the one tat's hurt.. not her.. anyway.. if i see her happy.. i will be happy too.. i guess ba.. but.. but..
everytime walking home.. sure will see alot of couples de.. den remind me abt all those things sia.. i really feel like banging the wall.. so tat i can dun think so much.. everyday play bball.. wan to let out my feeling.. so everytime challenage yong siang.. wan reject ppl den will feel better ba..
[ to yong siang = soli if this few weeks i always suay u or hurt u ba.. actually i noe tat u r oso very sad de.. but haiz.. blame me ba.. i very bad.. nvr cheer u up but make u more sad.. next time dun let me le.. scold me if u wan ba.. i dun mind de.. really dun mind de.. i dun haf any feeling le.. SOLI YONG SIANG.. =( DUI BU QI.. pls forgive me..]
hao hao hao hao hao shang xin ar.. =( =( =( =( =( =( nothing can help me le..
