¤.Sunday, September 19, 2004 ' 7:07 PM¤
The biggest mistake one can make in life is not failing to try, is regretting that one didn't try.
håiz.. wåt i håve bEeÑ dOiñG miGhT bE stUpiD mÄñ.. everyone is scolding me stupid.. maybe it's truth lor.. i'm the most stupid man in the world manx.. haiz.. last nite nvr slp sia.. haiz.. keep hoping.. but.. today morning althought very tired.. but still dun dare to slp.. scare later.. =( now already 7pm le.. hao shang xin ar.. now very very moody.. dun feel like going sch tml.. tml got math paper 2 n bio paper 2.. think wun be doing well for the two paper ba.. coz no mood at all.. fail jiu fail lor.. i dun mind le.. the most leave the sch wif a n lvl cert lor.. really gone case le.. everytime stay at home rot nia.. not happy at all.. so sad every every day.. wei she mo muz like tat.. haiz.. maybe wo zi zhou zi shou ba.. this kind of things.. dunno wan tell who.. all of my frz so bz.. have their own things to do.. den have to hide it to myself.. sometime i really hope tat i no need to think so much.. but.. wan tell those problems to my parents.. but they oso dun care de lor.. really hen xin ku.. in sch still need to act till like very happy.. wo bu xiang.. i dun wan to act.. i'm really very shang xin.. onli when leong wei they all free den got ppl pei me tok tok abt this kind of things.. but.. it's like few weeks 1 time nia.. den in front of my other frz.. need to help them.. but actually i'm the one wif the most problems.. haiz.. =( wei she mo yao like tat.. make myself so tong ku.. my sis keep telling me tat galz are hurt easily.. but i told her tat guys too.. although they looks fine.. but actually they are hurt easily oso.. i'm heartless now.. too much dmg done.. cannot be recover le.. TIME.. everyone is telling me the same thing.. but i dun think time can help me this time.. =( it's already so long le.. but still cannot forget it.. haiz.. in sch still got so many ppl wan challenge my math result.. haiz.. u all wan win gif u all lar.. i dun wan le.. ='( tml is urs chances le.. do well for ur paper2.. u will sure win me de.. wat L1R4 <19 points.. i dun wan le.. i dun wan anything anymore.. all those are useless le.. [soBx SobX]
